Argh. The struggle with that poses a threat to several opportunities that will come by in the days ahead. Omission would give me a difficult time in the future while admission would give me a difficult time in the present until one doesn’t mind my present commitments.

But what to do? I have already come so far in 2 aspects and i don’t want to choose between the present and possible commitments.

=(

And mum is pressing me to give my word to end one the commitment at the end of this year BUT i just couldn’t. ARGHHHH.

Dilemma is here, there and everywhere! TMD =(