Posted by: chiam on: September 13, 2010
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The face/expression/feeling that i have after each of the past 3 days’ trainings. The feeling of just-keep-going and yet wondering, at the same time, when-will-my-battery-go-flat?
Final 24 was announced today but nothing came as a surprise. So yeap, just got to keep going and training hard coz there seems to be very little time left!!!! I can’t even bear to count out loud =S
And i owe so much ergo that i think i’m so gonna die. ARGH. The niggling numbness in my top arm is annoying me. What must i do now?!?!?!? ARGH.
Anyhows, enough about trainings. How about i am going to start my temp job with NAB later in the morning? Part excited and the usual nerves and all. Won’t talk about why i decided to take this on but it is a well rationalised decision. The rationalising was disclosed to closer ones already so yeappp. No guilt coz i believe i can still train hard and pave some roads for myself to take after AG. I don’t really believe in here and now but more of here, now and future.
Okd. Before i touch deeper on that (meaning which i have to sacrifice more time on the exposition of this subject), i shall end here. Still got to grab as much sleep as possible and get rid of the glitter nail polish that i have on my fingers =X